To be honest I don't even know how to start this. All I know is that I shouldn't be silent anymore, specially after so long.
To cut a very long and sad story short, I have had a very rough couple years. Those involved illness, financial issues, mental health issues and, ultimately, the death of a parent. I don't really want to go into details as to not to re-live those moments and undo months of therapy, but suffice to say these last few years were extremely tough on me and my remaining family.
And due to the stress and depression, I could not bring myself to work on the ongoing projects I had. Mostly because I felt pressured on two fronts: to provide for my remaining family and to continue producing something I was slowly losing interest over due to my mental condition. So my Undertale work slowly withered away as I had more and more responsibilities and as I tried to get myself out of the hole I had been thrown in.
I still feel like I own an ending to my story however, even if it's been long since I've worked on it and even if there aren't many people interested anymore. I know some enjoyed my comic and I'd hate to just up and leave it. That's the reason I haven't just deleted it from my page honestly.
But with that said: I can't lie and say I'm still willing to work on it because truth be told - I moved on, and I fear that working on it may hinder my progress on my other projects. I've been slowly going back to posting online for a few months now, mostly on Twitter and mostly other subjects than Undertale. I do still love Undertale back to back but I don't really have the motivation or time to work on it because I'm still working to get myself out of that hole, and this time I want to launch myself out to the sky and beyond.
Yeah a lil cheesy but hey old habits die hard amirite
Either way, I do want to revamp this page and make it so it resembles my current work instead of my old ones, show what I've been up to recently. I won't, ever, delete my old work mind you, just in case there are people willing to revisit it.
Also also, I have been considering writing an ending instead of drawing the rest of my comic. Writing takes significantly less time for me to do nowadays than drawing, specially considering I have school and work on the side, and would provide you guys with the proper ending you deserve. Yes, I wish I could just up and draw the rest of the story but I lack the funds and the time to do so, and for that I apologize. I apologize for the radio silence and I wish things had gone differently, but I wouldn't have done it if it wasn't serious. I loved Shattered Realities so much and I'm sorry for everything that led to it's current situation.
Anyways, thank YOU for reading this. This was supposed to be a quick update and explanation on what's going on and what's gonna happen but I can see I got carried away a bit. Not sure how many people will read, but if you do, do know I really appreciate it.
Stay safe and please stay healthy, take care of yourselves.
PS: late and tired so please forgive grammar.